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Hey kid...how've you been?
I've been kinda down lately...it was good to see you at Gallery 5, though. Good to see a lot of familiar faces...strange to see some of them since circumstances were much different the last time I saw them.
A lot has happened since I last updated...I got a promotion at work and I'm one of the managers now...so, bit of a raise, bit more responisibility...bit more stress. I'm finally feeling like I'm catching up in all of the work that hasn't been done by anyone while they were just waiting to hire someone into the position.
Prabir and I were on some slightly rocky ground a couple of weeks ago, I guess. There were some things that we each needed to work on to be happier individuals, and better partners to each other. He was already feeling really stressed out by a whole bunch of things in his life...so apparently istead of giving his me time to work on these things, after the "talks" were over...he just broke up with me. That made no sense and I still can't figure it out. I told him that I felt like I didn't have a lot of close friends...and he broke up with me. He told me that he was still in love with me and that I was the closest person in the world to him...but he just didn't have his heart in the relationship now. Now...? After 3 and 1/2 years and being totally in love with me just a couple of weeks ago? Then he told me that he didn't want to talk to me for a month...that's pretty harsh...and really hard to take.
Meanwhile, I'm getting the word back from people around town that he's been going around telling them that he may have made a huge mistake and that he can't even think straight right now...and he's apparently been kind of argumentative in general and is pushing other friends away.
So, things are just really crummy right now.
I've tried to keep a positive outlook on my own life, but I don't know what my future holds right now. I have been starting to work on art more...and getting out more...calling people I haven't seen in a while...updating myspace instead of here...and reading a whole bunch more than I usually take the time for.
I went to the show tonight even though The Rachel Nevadas were playing cause I don't think I've missed too many of Prabir's shows in Richmond since my freshman year at Godwin. I didn't want to start missing them now. I felt a little out of place there, but I had plenty of friends to hang out with the whole time...and Prabir did come up and talk to me. I didn't want to talk to him tonight, though...I do want to talk to him, but I am a big mixture of hurt, love, worry, and unknown...not a good combination. At least I haven't cried yet today...I haven't cried too much the past couple of days...so, I guess I'm starting to get past the initial shock.
So, there's your update, Andrew...hope you enjoyed it.
I'll see you around, I'm sure...I usually do eventually.
Over and Out,
EmaleighCurrent Mood:  drained Current Music: Upstairs footsteps...a-fucking-gain. |
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Off to Philadelphia tomorrow...first train ride ever...first time seeing Aunt Jo in at least 10 years. Craziness. Hopefully I'll get to see Christian, too. And then there's the site seeing and the quality time with Aunt Karin. Hopefully I'll be back in time for Project Resolution on Sunday and my knee won't act up too much this weekend. If all of these things go well, I shall return to Richmond a very happy girl.
Crossing my fingers...see you guys in a couple of days...Current Mood:  excited Current Music: "Take the Skinheads Bowling" is on repeat in my head... |
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Yay for new things!
I just moved ten boxes into the new apartment...this means I'm really doing something new for once. This also means that I need a shower...since I also helped Audrey move a bunch of stuff today...ten boxes was all I got moved of my stuff. I will probably move more stuff and the cats over there tomorrow. I really think the new apartment is pretty, so this is all very exciting to me. This one has real ceilings in all rooms but the bathroom.
Yay for real ceilings!Current Mood: excited |
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I just passed a bumper sticker on my way home that said, "How can you say you are pro-life when you eat dead animals?" I don't like a lot of political bumper stickers, but I tend to agree with this one...
On a side note, I just took my last exam of my undergrad schooling. Pretty nifty.
No more school for a while.
Just lots of work...Current Mood:  exhausted |
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Your Birthdate: September 27 |
Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.
This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return. |
Current Mood:  awake Current Music: Paul eating...as usual... |
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